oh baby boy,mak su miss you so much :’)
after 4 papers
my stress level has reached the apex!
I could already feel the pressure of facing another 2 papers,albeit it’s getting lesser,but I’m so edgy upon knowing that I’m only left with 2 more papers.because the q is;is my pointer safe?
I’m so confused whether I should be worrying or keep myself calm.ok i know the answer already,stay in between,right?But i just need to pour all my thoughts out of how have I been feeling for this past few days.Only that will make me feel relieved,well at least to alleviate
Well to make some reviews on the 4 settled papers ;
1.Legal Method : *nodding my head*
2.Halaqah :*smile* i think this is no problemo much
3.Contract : *straight face* I left one q.bad time management,i know.
4.Torts:*sad* I didn’t answer few q completely.I left some hanging.I forgot few
authorities.I didn’t feel that ‘good’ and ‘convincing’ feelings much while
writing down my arguments.
k that’s it.
I wasn’t feeling all gloomy for today after torts paper.But I turned speechless and feelingless and I shall say it affects my mood somehow.
But on top of that,I’m so grateful to have my friend accompanying me during that hard time.And she told me this wisdom/suggestion that makes me ponder..
“If I were in your place,I’ll ask Allah to change my destiny.Since destiny can be changed with Allah’s permission through Dua,so pray to Allah”
She’s right.Our destiny might have been fixed,but with Allah’s permission,He shall change it.
this is such a beautiful solace.Oh Allah,please her my prayer.amin
